And why did I try letting you turn and walk out that door?
Blogger's screwed up, wtf. I typed a whole lot of chunk and the page just had to hang, ugh!
yay this blog will be deserted and all for now, HAHA? >:[ Ah, this week made me felt distress? In other words, it was very much sorrowful. So does she, yes/maybe/no? I feel very mean lah. Wth wth wth! And I learnt smth = crying only destroys today's strength, {:]. And I'll make sure I won't ever wna cry for you stupidly, again. uhm, there's a reason for everything that happens anyway. So I still love that silly girl and that's for sure. It seems like everything is ok now? PUI! And so, after I heard that news, I din't actually breakdown again, mayhap bcus it didn't really affect me = good. And when a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. uhhuh first thought that came to my mind was, why are you lying? You kept saying you don't. Whereas, I don't like her anymore.?Why do you always think I still do? Seriously, that feeling ain't there. Where's the trust? One more thing, okay this IS weird. I find it weird. Is it suppose to be weird? Why are quarreling and getting ourselves hurt over and over again feeling down and all when we ain't together! uhm, guess this IS my fault. sigh I did ask myself why couldn't I just pull up the net?! A lot of times. wtf, I'm starting to feel fed up with myself. What a fool I am okay. &!%.}$@ Oh and, I realised there's a lot of Buts in this post. So much questions goes unanswered. And definately, I wna know all your questions. [:
Let's see, I can't rmbr much on what happened on Friday. Lit paper was so-so. First time in this two years I wrote quite long for the answer lah. BUT for the poem question, I had no idea what was it abt, wrote nonsense. Finished like half an hour earlier, don't need to chiong like other papers :D. The quarrel thingy at 2/4 was I don't know how to say. Jokers man, lol. Slacked at canteen then we got chased out of school for really stupid reasons, haha! Just when I wanted to be there for you, so many advice came in which prevented me from gng bcus it does makes sense somehow, GRRR. I'm starting to like Sherlynn's bed, haha! ;D. Erm I don't wna talk abt Saturday cus I've let someone down, ): Maths P1 & P2 tmrw! WTF. Tell me who's the irritating teacher who put these 2 papers together in 1day?! Stress but I didn't revise HAHA. I'm far too lazy with the com around. Okay, I'll just try to do the last year's paper given. AH, I HAVE NOT GET MYSELF A NEW CALCULATOR! shit that person who stole it, BCDEFG! Cousin's R.o.m on Tuesday, ahhh. &&& last paper on Thursday! Hurry hurry!
