Today is a memorable day, I could say. Somehow, I rmbrd what happened over the conversation we few had. And right now, it's been 1year like wtf am I dng, over here being down and all every single day without you and eventually giving you unhappiness too. I might as well ask you to move on, and so I did, last night. Actually quite some time ago. But we just treat it like, the charade it won't last. We pretended everything's alright, it'd be okay, we'll like some couple quarreling but we ain't, at all. And ytd, the replies were sad? Whereas, I replied short and cold which I didn't mean to say, seriously. I'm feeling like fuck. So now, I guess it really is over, before it even started. )': Do you know why I always felt like that every now and then? Somehow I guess it DID make you feel very irritated or maybe annoyed. Try letting those words that really really make sense into your thoughts. And now I know, I'm just your spare tyre. That's so very really hurting. I don't know whether you're treating me this way, but your actions somehow does, sometimes. It didn't came to my thoughts at first, untill ytd. Outsiders say you ain't my type so I shouldn't carry on pining high hopes, you'll be the one for me. So sorry, for the tears you've cried, the misery I gave you. Good luck with whoever this time, I wish you well, seriously. It feels great? just to see you smile, even if it means you'll go with someone else. And, I just hope you don't start the fire making me yearning for you. BUT I'll still miss you, your presence cus I can't bear to forget you. I should just let you hurt me more, be your victim, to get you out of my mind. Farewelll, I'm gng to be emo, ):
Cousin's R.O.M ltr at 5! Gay ;D
And so I’m letting go of everything we were, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I've hid will show. What about you?
