WHAAAAT THE SAI LAH. SPELL F U C K MAN. SIGH, I CAN'T TAKE IT. ADULTS STUFF GO SETTLE AMONG YOURSELF LAH, PULL ME IN FOR WHAT? FRUSTRATED IS THE WORD. SIGH. WHY IS IT SO FKING DIFFERENT? WHY HUH? WHY LIKE THAT? WHY WHYWHY!? CRYS. [NO MORE TISSUE ALREADY LAH.] I SAID I DON'T WANT TO GO I DON'T WANT TO GO! WHICH PART DO I HAVE TO REPEAT? DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME ALL THIS LOGIC. It's just plain fucked up crap. AFTERALL YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO "HAVE A NO ANSWER" YOU WANT TO GIVE A PROPER ANSWER TO THEM. FUCK THEM. GRR. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO PERSUADE ME TO GO? I'M FEELING SO ... VEX? HOLY SHITTT. IT TAKES ME SO MUCH COURAGE TO GET ALL THOSE .. YAH WHATEVER FROM THEM, DO YOU KNOW? TRY UNDERSTANDING! PLEASE DON'T SHOOT ME BACK WITH THOUSAND AND ONE REASONS. I KNOW IT'S PARTLY MY FAULT SOMEHOW. BUT STILL. I HATE BOTH OF YOU. HRM NO, HATE IS A WORD TOO STRONG? I DISLIKE BOTH OF YOU. [on repeated mode.]='\
I'm so not looking forward to the 16th and 18th. I WNA MIA LAHHH.
I wish I could answer mommy honestly, and tell you how am I feeling, but that'll just be plain stupid. This is sickening, bye.I just need to cool down.
