Sighhhhhhhhhh. Ok this is gonna be a very sad and long post because I'm feeling rather lousy, yes right on the 1st day of school! Perhaps I should treat it that she's using reverse psychology on me. Anyway who would read this, so freakin' long (hor) I just need to let it outt
I was very much positive when our FT was telling us how many little things we can be happy about, like how we got better fengshui compared to the other classes, how we are so much nearer to the toilet!, how 2 years back we were lookin' forward to be in Sec 5, and what not. We should really appreciate these tiny little stuff. And I think Mrs Yip is the best teacher I have everr known. :) She looks into every little detail and such (yes she's the FT that's why) but I can tell she wants to start the 1st day right for us so that we'd be lookin' forward to attend school. :)
School was good till I faced that fucked up M's comments abt my results. I SWEAR, I was so FUCKING AFFECTED BY IT!!! Well I know I brought it upon myself (to have to see her after school) but she was being soooo discouraging like, What the Fuckk! My feelings totally went downhill.. Like hey.. Sigh it kept me thinking and it certainly brought down my morale and optimism. Are the expectations really that high? Then again, why am I letting it affect me?? Just take her words seriously.
Wha I feeeel like telling str8 to her face that she ruined my day (!!) My 1st day of being optimistic for school :\ Ok so this year I CAN'T and WON'T get suspended for STUPID and trivial matters. Let's see if I'll be late next month, really need to make an effort..
Was thinking on my time away in the bus, I really need a plan.. Need some encouragement, need to set my priorities right.. Prelims are like in JULY?? Beginning to feel stress over what M said.. Ok reverse psychology x999. I cannot bring myself down, I'll bounce back! hahaha
